Better off…

March 17th, 2007 at 6:48 am

It has been awhile since I updated, huh? Well, I can say this much: Nothing much has happened. Except that I finally went to go apply for college. Like I said in my last entry, Kazuma persuaded me to go. I mean, I have nothing better to do right now (besides avoiding Haru). So college should keep me pretty busy, right? But I probably won’t go to classes that often. Well, maybe just the art classes. The rest of the classes are pointless and I already know half of the stuff they’re teaching.

I went to see Haru the other day. I don’t think he knew I was watching from the trees off in the distance. I missed him so much that I just had to go see him again. I made sure that I was very well hidden within the trees. He looked so! Handsome like always. It took me all my strength to keep myself from running into his arms, but it’s better this way - Not for me, but for him. This is the only way I can protect him from any harm that I may cause him. Being off in the distance… Alone and isolated. It’s better this way for everyone. Everyone else seems to be happy and bright, while I’m just… While I’m just hiding in the shadows. I deserve this.

10 Responses to “Better off…”

Sara
April 9th, 2007 at 4:31 am

i really like your ways with words

Lucky You
May 12th, 2007 at 2:32 am

I wish that she knew what haru was saying about her! I do not see why it’s better for him when he misses her so much! They are so cute! What do you think will happen if they do end up together! (OMG or got married) Ha ha ha ha! Forget that!

Jane
June 1st, 2007 at 9:11 am

i forgot ur birthday! omg! can u say when ur birthday date on the next update? please????

Obessed
July 20th, 2007 at 5:04 pm

I hope when the series ends Rin and Haru end up together

Holly
September 25th, 2007 at 7:42 am

Wow, Rin! you are like destine to be with Haru. Its not fare for you to feel this way and him to feel the same way but yet not be with eachother just cuz Akito doesn’t want you two to be together. thats not fare.
-Holly

erica
December 19th, 2007 at 3:58 pm

Holly, i think the reason she won’t be with Haru is because Akito might hurt him

ayamesohma
January 30th, 2008 at 1:25 am

so uhhh i know what happened with the window thing and i think you shuold ask haru to apologize to akito, but then again she should apologize to you. please forgive her it really wasn’t her fault.

Kyo-freak
February 29th, 2008 at 5:31 am

You got what you deserve.and from your own daghter.YOU ROCK AKITO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

monique
March 9th, 2008 at 9:51 am

rin is not akito’s mother,ren is akito’s mother they are two different people kyo-freak

Matty
July 17th, 2008 at 4:14 am

Kyo-Freak,FYI, this is RIN,not REN. Ren is Akitos mom.